17/9/06

// feeling :: er ~
// prayer for ::

Went for service with Belle, Mike and Dehua. It was good. On how to affair-proof your marriage. Heh, one super funny part was when the demonstater said that ex-girlfriend means she's expired, exterminated, exiled and something else. Cant remember alr.

But just before the service ended, when Pst Kong was having a song session for the married couples there, I was feeling fine in the first part. But in the middle of it, I suddenly broke down in front of God. I was so conscious of the fact that I dont have someone in my life for me.

I know, I know, its kind of stupid since "I'm only 17 years old". :) Maybe I juz wanna feel loved by someone.

Anyway...After service, Belle, Mike, Lamb, Dejin and I went to Belle's club again to eat. This time at Atrium or something like that. Altogether we ordered the sirloin steak, fish and chips, chicken chop, lasagna, spaghetti, and shared a lamb shank between us. Nice nice ~ the lamb was really very nice.

Then we took the bus to Kovan. Dejin left alr so the rest of us walked ard Heartland Mall. I was kinda feeling lousy about myself so I'd wanted to get something to cheer myself up. But nothing :( and on top of that I didnt manage to get my guitar back.

Anyway I can get my Bible soon. My dad blessed me financially today. I gave a-third of what I've received to my sister, and a-seventh I used to treat them to come drinks and snacks from 7-eleven before service. I think if God allows, I can get the Bible next week.

Mike was SO lame today. I duno what happened to him -.- he says its sugar rush. Yeah okay I'll give you that, but it cant have lasted for the whole day =/ but we all had fun.

Wanted to feed the stray cats at my void deck but when I got home it was raining -_-"

But the main event of today was service. It went great. I loved every minute of it, except perhaps the ending part =D

I've no exam scheduled tmr so I'm just gonna study Physics and do my art research. Unless Belle and Mike jios me out tmr. Well, I'll see how.

Happy 4th Month to me~!